im going all out.

Don't fucking take things for granted.

I had enough.

fuck you.

hello. I think im feeling a little bit better after so long. i've recovered fully from food posioning. But im not really sure whether this is a good thing or a bad thing because i know im gonna gain weight like sooooooooooner or later.

just gonna put those thoughts aside for the time being. (;

December's gonna be busy and i hope everything will go smoothly.

This sucks.

but it doesnt matter cos i know i'll be fine after a while. I just dont understand somethings, it is just me, or people around me?

will get back up.

choose the people you trust and do not depend on any one.

that's life.

I just wish he can give me more attention that i needed then what it was like now.

How many people in my life, cherish me, and would be there for me whenever i need them?

忘记你，慢慢忘记你。

Maybe it's true, that i cant live without you.

Two is better then one.

(;

Worked for 2 bloody long days! i felt like i just came back from some training camp. my arms and legs are aching like hell. but its worth it thou! i cant wake up for school today. i really got to go to school from tomorrow on. shoppingzzzzzzzz. Sorry for causing you into some serious accident ;( i wont do it any more! promise. I really wanna grow up soon and get married, have kids, and lead a happy life. just cannot wait for it! My friends say its too early for me to think about it now, but still it have been running on my mind, thinking about what will i look like in a wedding gown, my kids, and a happy life.. (;

just cant wait to grow up.

long hair..

Im thinking of growing back my long hair! shd i shd i?

Cant wait for 12dec! skipped school today..... no more skipping school mich! (;

Seriously, who hates elephants?
just random!

Hello ! i feel like skippin school now because im bloody sick. hate the rain and super hate chem! SLEEEEP.

Hello world! so many things to do and yet so little time.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEDRICK! went to celebrate his birthday yesterday. It was a last min plan because we all thought that he will be in school today! pictures to be uploaded! I have this weird thing in me that every wed morning i would have stomachache for no reason. argh i hate this. maybe its just in me muahaha. wed is stomachache day, mon is bestfriend day! im glad that i met her that day and im really happy that we are gonna commit into meet each other once a week. i hope it works out. im gonna meet her next wed for facial and dinner! cant wait. and i cant wait for jiamin to finish her exams! =( tjm please faster finish your exams and lets go out after that! miss ya.

bye!

Hello. today's UT suck.
There's only one thing that runs in my mind now,







$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.

Damn tireddddddddddddddddddddddd. school suck esp chemistry.
aiyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bye lah.

HELLO! 5 days not updating, muahaha. school was fun! and im trying real hard to adjust myself back to the usual timing. Its quite sad to hear that the next lab lesson for microbiology is 2 more lessons away. i love microbio labs! always giving me surprises that keeps my curiousity going. Anyway, this is what will happen to you if you forget to bring your lab coat!


MUAHAHA. kenneth is the model of the day man. Faci is good enough to provide him with a new style of wear lab coats. not bad uh, and what's best is, its free and disposable! definately better then our $25 lab coats. LOL.

I cannot stop laughing at his new lab coat really because of the words scrabbled on his back. And to be honest, it was the first time im handling a microscope. And getting to look though what is happening inside was totally amazing. I love microbio. (;

The bacteria that we have grown in the agar was pretty gross. The one below dont really have any growth in it. my team's agar was like WHAO. just like a group of ants.

I swear i love science to the max because it is just so amazing (; but of course, it sucks too.

STAGE AND ME(; Char dont know doing what with khai's hp.<3

Packing up! (;

OKAY ANYWAY I SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY AND HAD MASSIVE MOOD SWINGS.

went to look for ky and stayed at her place till alvin is back!

Cheer up kiaying, i love you and will always be there(;

KKBYE.

HELLO ! BLOG DEAD! sorry for the disappearance ! was having a great time enjoying my holidays and didnt really have time to update. there is just so much to blog about but i guess i'll just talk about sat at my aunt's new condo. IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME! I cannot believe my eyes when i steeped into the condo because it was totally like my dream house! It was a pity that i have forgotten to bring my camera along and i didnt manage to take any pictures. Any way, we went there to celebrate my grandma's birthday and also take a look at my aunt's condo. My little cousin is seriously so lucky to be borned in sucha family!

When i spend time with their family, my heart really filled with jealousy and was so envious. Even my mom spot that im jealous. i mean, who will not be? my cousin have everything he wants. good school,good rich home,tennis player, and i popped a question to him, Do you have everything you want? He replied : almost. except a dog. omgggg man.

OMGGGG. who says money cannot buy happiness? total nonsense. but well, not totally, but still 80% true. How many people would agree? i would agree that my cousin is happy,so does his family. well, he's just lucky i guess?

okay,i'll stop bragging for a while..My aunt ordered yum cha for lunch and i love their red bean banana dessert! you guess should try. totally OMG.

I didnt manage to capture the food in the begining. Was too hungry to even think about it. HAHA.


And guess what? my cute grandma made agar agar using..............


EGGSHELLS! hahaha. damn creative and totally cute. I asked her why must she make the jellies in the eggshell,and she said, It is more convinent as we can eat and throw. super creative right. Love her.

At first i thought the jellies will taste like shit. but to my surprise, they taste really good! really.

Me and my medium sis (; next time i will remember my camera k=(

Lastly, i wish im a rich kid! but still i love my family and everything i have now(;

KK BYE!

hello blog.
Havent been updating! im so damn lazy i swear.
met mindy today! <3>
been meeting lowwenjie for the last past few days.
&&& mahjong at shiquan's house. beeen long since i touch those tiles. hand damn itchy!
any way im super desperate for money. jobs please!

kkkkkk

pray that everything will be alright for lowwenjie.

<3

kkkkk bye!

work work work work work.
and everything is so hurtful.
sometimes i think you dont even know how i feel.
but whats the point of having this thought?
even telling you nicely and talking things out seems to be useless.
maybe i am useless.
thanks.

today is PMS day. pmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspms
pmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspmspms!
hate it.
aarrrghhhh.
fuck UT.

bye.

LOVE WEDS MAN. who in RP doesnt? haha. slept till 1 pm today. damn shoik. Its really great to have weds free. and it makes me not to skip school because i already have one off day. haha. Went to meet lowwenjie in the evening to catch a movie. night in the musuem 2! it was awesom! Its been long since we went to catch a movie. Decided to watch the movie today because my weekends this week is gonna be burnt ! got to work both days to clear my debts. lol. holidays are coming and i cant wait to have mahjong sessions with classmates and going out will be a damn great thing to do. still, i have to think about what to do in PP. finish it early! biochem's ut next. cannot afford to flung any more! study hard study hard. <3

kkbye.

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omg. i flunged my UT. I fall asleep during my test man!
i think i got some sleeping disorder problems again. WTH man. confirm fail lohhhh. damn sad seriously. hais. Tmr RDNA test. must buck up. haisssssssssssssssss.

kkbye off to study.

HELLO!
yay! today is finally a week end! was being woken up my cute baby cousin foong wan ping! LOL. she's so cute i swear. and i really dont want her to grow up because kids usually grow and have they own things to busy with. by then, i wont be able to pinch her cheeks and carry her any more! One sad thing about today is a slept my whole day away! omg omg. was suppose to study for my UTs but i end up sleeping my whole afternoon away! I seriously got to buck up and study ltr (;
Went city hall to meet stage in the evening and we went expo! it was a total disappointment man! The crocs sales was totally OMG. no size 5 or 6 (common size) i was that my feet is one size smaller! like seriously! damn sad. After that,we went city plaza to shop and look ard. The clothes there totally CMI man! omg. so,we went toa pa yoh and waited for her dad to fetch us home. Although we didnt get anything much today but still enjoyed the time with her (;

OMG OMG OMG im really super worried for UT gtg study!

KKBYE.

gymmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
went gym at cck yesterday muahahaha. i need to gym more often! i have fat arms. LOL.
after that, went bb to watch angel and demons. NOT BAD but a boring begining.
night in the musuem 2, here i come!!
monika is stressing us again right now. zzzzzzzzzzz HELP.

<3

kkbye.

MAY FOOL'S DAY?!

Mindy chen yan xin is very very very very very very LAME! hahahaha. She sms-ed me yesterday and told me that she was dating with another guy behind his boyfriend's back! LOL. I was being fool like round and round and then she called and tell me its mayfool's day. hahahaha. Made me laugh the night off(; i love you best friend (;

Is there gonna be ...

january fool's day

feb fool's day

march fool's day

mayfool's day

june fool's day

july fool's day

august fool's day

sept fool's day

november fool's day

december fool's day

?!

Hello! Today's lab class suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. I hate calculations and i hate selfish people

:( ....

The world is unfair i shall say. And definatly BIA-S.

However, school work is school work. Friends are friends, i wont mix them up together. I still love my class. UT IS COMING. and i swear this is the first time im feeling so nervous. By judging All the problem statements, i predict that the UTs is not gonna be easy. MUST STUDY DEFINATLY IF NOT CONFIRM FAIL. year 2 is so much stressful. I miss year 1!

Is working hard enough? I dont think so.............

So what if you work hard and other stuffs are missing? oh wellll...

Actions speak louder then words i shall say. Slience wont be able to be seen. RP is just so realistic. work hard mich, and play hard(;

KKKBYE!

boyfriend's 19th!

HELLO! yesterday is lowwenjie's birthday! didnt really celebrated because i wasnt feeling very well. i will mend it up some day ! (; but still, i hope he enjoyed spending time with me and i hope he liked the gift i gave him.

I PODDDDDD. bought this for him no $$ broke already! but i am happy to know that he liked it (; and he even opened the gift inside the MRTZZZZ make me didnt have time to take a picture of the nicely wrapped gift. pftttt.

We went to ebnand jerry's (; PHISH FOOOOOD! inside really got fishhhh lo and i love fishes!

SEE THE FISH?! damn cute right. hahahahaha. love it man!I cannot imagine 5 years ago he is having centre parting lo! walao damn cui....

HAHA ME IN CENTRE PARTING DAMN UGLY I SWEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Went bugis to have dinner tgt with his friends who celebrated for him too(; The food wasnt very nice! dont ever go there !!!! BUGIS STEAM BOAT (i forget what is the name of the rest alrdy)
AT HOME! i gave him a lil surprise. I think this is the first time we ever had a cake for his birthday. pathetic but im sure that he is very happy (; wishes wishes (;



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Sorry for the not really very good celebration.

I promise to mend it up k!

I love you (;

kkbye.

boyfriend

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No school day! charmaine is still sleeping man! and we havent decide whether to go school or not. CROCS's reply was super damn slow man. ZZZZZZZZZ. I want to work badly! i've got so many things to do,so little time. mindy is not free today :( havent meet up for 2 weeks already. nxt week! please. PP scope approved! what's next? and UTs are coming. Its different for now because we really need to study! i cannot imagine how much i have to study man. remembering the terms and every thing. It was really quite stressful,science's not easy at all. got to work hard for everything i swear! and i really hope that good grades will come along with my effort.

kkkkkk bye(;

Hello!

Im starting to feel that my weekends are more and more lifeless! I worked my saturday off and i spent sunday sleeping till late afternoon. chemistry suck man like seriously haha. And i really have the urge now to skip school. Freaking miss my long hair! =( i wanna grow grow grow it back. got to study now no choice man. i wanna work hard for good grades(;

kkkkkkkkk byebyebyebyebye!

muahahahahahaha retarded face.

TMR LAB MAN! cant wait.

kkbyebyebye. work work work work work tmr.

Its getting very annoying that my phone is not working the right way!

Damn it man seriously. samsung always have fucking problems. -.-

HELLO! havent been updating man. hahaha. been busy for these 3 days. Went out with my family on Friday! damn shoik. went to have dinner at aston's and shopped at PS. After that, Kel's house for mahjong!

Sat- went jurongpoint to get some stuffs with bi and headed back to my place. HE OVERNIGHTED. im damn happy again (; went kerbe's house for mahjong at night for the mahjong hahaha. initially just wanted to play one round and head home with lowenjie for movie but its so addictive because we kept winning. Wanted to ask kiaying along to play but it was really late alrdy man. Still, i cant wait to play with her soon! haha.

Sun- My livining room's dining table broke into two for no bloody reason! ZZZZ. mum says she's gonna get a new one. (;

kkkbye.